Friday, October 29, 2010

The Body doesn’t Lie

Or mine doesn't...Last night I woke up with the sweats and knew it was not a late implentation. After ten cycles I know the signs. I decided not to take anymore meds and spoke to the doc this AM who convinced me to take another blood test. THANK THE UNIVERSE, the Beta went down. It’s over. For now.

Thank you all for your support. Somehow this is harder than normal. And yes, when you have a donor you do think it’s a magic bullet – but there is no magic, just life unfolding. Will spend the weekend trying to heal.

15 comments:

Summer said...

Thinking of you...

Mo and Will said...

I'm so sorry.

AnxiousMummyto3 said...

Here from LFCA. I am so sorry for your loss especially after everything you have been through.
Take care

Miss Ruby said...

I'm so very very sorry.

x

Pookey and Me,,, said...

I'm so very sorry.

manapan said...

Here from LFCA. I'm so sorry for your loss. Your family is in my thoughts.

Still A Guest Room said...

Here from LFCA. I am so sorry to hear about your loss...I can only imagine how it feels like you are living the same nightmare over and over. Sending good thoughts your way.

Sharpiegirl said...

I'm so sorry to hear of your loss.

Lulu said...

here from LFCA. sending you a LOT of love through the computer.

cowgirltn said...

I am sending you a big hug.

justine said...

I'm so sorry to hear about your loss ... I hope you can be kind to yourself right now. *hug*

rebecca said...

So sorry for all you've been through and being faced with another difficult loss. Sending love and strength and hoping you are surrounded by support ((hugs))

~LFCA

Katie said...

I am so, so sorry. Life can be incredibly unfair.

Kami said...

I am so sorry. It is cruel, as you say. Wishing you peace.

Victoria said...

Just read your post and I want to say sorry about your cycle.